I should be happy,like what Joseph had said last night. I don think i can put myself in a happy mood. I feel so stupid all over my whole brain. I think im lacking of proper guidance to guide me through this particular stage of my life. Fcuk! Thank goodness, i've Joseph to talk to regarding this sensitive issue. LOL. I really feel giving up my life. Fcuk! Mind me for using such vulgarities. It does help me in relaxing my mind.